tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1911521512744011802023-11-16T15:13:32.798+08:00SEMPITERNALendless thoughts of that invisible childAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02853883553895691309noreply@blogger.comBlogger11125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-191152151274401180.post-15288990805424291402014-10-07T02:33:00.001+08:002014-10-07T02:33:53.811+08:00just mine.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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thousand ways to define happiness. mine just happen to be you.</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02853883553895691309noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-191152151274401180.post-41903605409164873662014-08-22T09:27:00.003+08:002014-08-22T09:27:51.286+08:00resolution<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
misi dan visi utk naik sem nanti.<br />
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misi nombor satu, diet.<br />
cakap pasal diet. diet aku yang dulu tak menjadi sebab kurang kesedaran dan motivasi.<br />
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misi nombor dua, potong rambut.<br />
benda memang da lama nak buat. tp tu la, sekali potong 30ringgit. dalam kegawatan ekonomi ni, mamak barber je bole x?<br />
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misi nombor tiga, tukar tali gitar.<br />
ni benda paling malas nak buat. main pun xreti tapi maintenance kena jaga. pundek betul.<br />
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<strike>misi nombor empat, pergi semua lecture.</strike><br />
<strike>set jam dua jam awal. sejam buat lengah-lengah. lagi sejam mandi siap pergi kelas. jangan lupa tidur awal. tidur yang mencukupi membantu minda menjadi lebih cerdas pada esok hari.</strike><br />
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okay cukup pasal misi. visi plak.<br />
ape kejadah nya visi ni sebenarnya.xda visi-visi. misi je da cukup.<br />
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bye.<br />
*entry paling xda wawasan minggu ni.</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02853883553895691309noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-191152151274401180.post-83083421063098136872014-08-17T21:18:00.001+08:002014-08-17T21:18:20.434+08:00honestly,<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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yes, no, maybe, i dont know.. </div>
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can you repeat the question?</div>
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you're not the boss of me now,</div>
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you're not the boss of me now,</div>
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you're not the boss of me now,</div>
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and you're not so big..</div>
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you're not the boss of me now,</div>
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you're not the boss of me now,</div>
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you're not the boss of me now,</div>
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and you're not so bigggg...</div>
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life is unfair..</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02853883553895691309noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-191152151274401180.post-58400127752241798432014-08-06T22:32:00.000+08:002014-08-06T22:32:15.690+08:00seukir senyuman paling tak ikhlas<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
layanan manusia terhadap kau yang bukan berkerja kat kampeni mak bapak memang macam celaka. aku yang kini intern disebuah firma xterkemuka mula mencarik-carik realiti manusia. kebenaran adalah busuk macam sampah. manusia yang kau jumpa bagaikan parasit. consuming u. dan aku benci dengan hari-hari aku terpaksa berhadapan dengan mereka. aku bagai anak emas di kampeni mak bapak. di kampeni orang lain, aku bagai anak tiri. pukimak perangai manusia. aku mula rindu kerja remeh yang bapak aku bagi masa kerja dengan dia. aku mula rindu bebelan mak masa aku kerja dengan dia. sekurang-kurangnya diorang marah penuh ikhlas. dengan niat menjadikan aku manusia lebih baik. di sini, aku dimarahi sbb bos nak rasa tunjuk kuasa. semua orang nak berkuasa pada golongan yang obviously has no power against them. jiwa remaja aku mula rebel. darah aku naik. tapi aku cuma mampu bagi renungan tajam. penuh dendam. kang aku buat khianat baru tau. puih!<br />
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rentetan dari hari gelap aku beberapa bulan lepas.</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02853883553895691309noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-191152151274401180.post-14163825952816994502014-07-17T23:28:00.000+08:002014-07-17T23:28:21.608+08:00like a stone- audioslave<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
really, this is the thousand times u did this to me. i don't know why im such an easy target for u. i hate to be emotional bout this cause supposedly im already used to this, but i don't, somehow. idk why. if u cant appreciate my presence then i shall dissapear.<br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02853883553895691309noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-191152151274401180.post-75075371795819083842014-06-05T04:04:00.000+08:002014-06-05T04:04:11.675+08:00in the void we trust<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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If I died, no one will ever benefits from the shit I wrote.
This place right here, I laid down my contemplation, a memoir of time that I’ve
lost. I can’t believe how much time has passes by. And how little have I
change. I fought with a figment of my own self issue and I never won. At some
point, I just want a rest. I just want to take a break. A long pause. But, time
is no gentleman. Time leave us. And it leave us
fast. Like once it got one step further and never look back. And I am still standing
here, watching it goes with everything I care most. Hopeless, helpless. And the more i think of it, the closer i am to despondency. I need drugs. Prescribed non prescribed whatever. I need something to make me forget. Something to make me feel again.</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02853883553895691309noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-191152151274401180.post-78548682683853949372014-04-19T00:01:00.001+08:002014-04-19T00:01:26.717+08:00we dont have control over everything, anything.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
i keep a plant in room just to make my room feel lively. but recently, my plant show a dying symptom. i dont know what i did wrong. i watered my plant every day without miss. the leaves are yellowish now and some gets dry. i cant help but feeling sad. and angry. why is it dying?! why?!<br />
i cannot control life. i dont have that kind of power. all i can do is trying to preserve it as long as it may be. just dont die now plant. it'll lonely when u r gone.</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02853883553895691309noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-191152151274401180.post-84606667337131043152014-04-18T07:22:00.000+08:002014-04-18T07:22:04.167+08:00the art of letting go.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
okay im fully awake now.<br />
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check ig just now. smile a little. funny troops. james franco and his sick jokes. also some friends posting gambar ntah pape. i feel lighter now that im no longer sleepy. i dont usually feel this way especially early in the morning. dont wanna guess why.<br />
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i dont know what to write, basically im just mumbling over here. did i say good morning guys. nope? so yeah, good morning guys. i dont know why i feel nervous. mcm nak bg public speaking plak. random talking early in the morning is normal la kan? kan?<br />
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i've been stalking people for the past few years. i did that out of curiosity at first. but then it became habitual. i dont really feel anything now. just the liking of knowing people that i do not know. amir thought i was just being crazy creepy. but no harm done. case closed. she's pretty though. not like girl next door pretty but celebrity kind of pretty. so basically, she is pretty. i think i'd surpassed my jealousy. wasnt easy but i did it anyway. so, one big applause for me. thank you.</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02853883553895691309noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-191152151274401180.post-83978840755625934572014-04-18T06:40:00.001+08:002014-04-18T06:40:55.324+08:00in slumber<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
i cant really think straight. im half awake and believe me, i cant even see whatever on screen right now. but thats okay. its been awhile. kinda miss blogging. thats why i come back. whenever im in terrible mood, i always come here to escape. i dont really know this place but it made me feel less lonely. last time i check, quite few months i left this place. guess my life wasnt really that bad huh? currently i've been working on my so called diet. no, im not dieting to be skinny fuck. my diet is for a healthy mind. i stop taking junk food which i really love. and its hard but i'll manage. but once in awhile, i took coke which really ruined my diet but what the heck. im half way to self destruction anyway. third year is tough. but whats makes it even harder is when u know u r about to giving up, and no really there for u. yeah, everyone keep telling me they got my back but when im in trouble and i look back, there's no one really. and life is suck. embrace this and move on. thats what i told myself every fucking day. </div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02853883553895691309noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-191152151274401180.post-53691429486227841902013-08-25T23:12:00.001+08:002013-08-25T23:12:27.085+08:00hollowoften, i felt like leaving everything behind and just fade away. left nothing not even a memory. often, i wish i wasn't human. i wish i was only a particle, floating in the air, with no purposes, doing nothing. colliding with other particles and bonding without any romantic feeling or any such. isn't that just great? i wanted life to be a little less difficult. i wanted me to become less miserable, less pathetic. i wanted everything to be just fine. but you cant always have what u want right?<br />
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i got a hole in my heart that cannot be fill with regular happiness. sigh..Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02853883553895691309noreply@blogger.com0